I know this sin't a poem but i'm putting it here anyway.

Softly the water trembles as it moves around rocks causeing small waves. Fish dance around in the water eating what they could find and for the most part seemed content. They know that this is were all the peaces is at. And that is why i am here. I watch all the surroundings. From squrrels bounding from limb to limb. To birds flying and sing romancetic songs at each other. The sounds were peaceful and vibrent. Each animal had a story of its own. Even the deer that drank at the other side of the small broke. Aware of my presence but knowing no harm would fall upon them. They walked by looking, smelling and then leaveing. This is the tranquility i needed. Nature at its finest. Nothing for miles to anger me or sadden me. Just me and the animals. The sun beat down on the ground warming it sending worms to the surface only to be snached by birds to feed there young, or themselve. Cattapillers crawled to find food along with ants and centapedes. Every inch of the forest was alive and voice there way of life. And me i lay her twist and broken. Yet happy. Happy that i found the place i yearned for for so long. And as i die i know that i will not be long away. For this place will soon be my next home. My heaven.

I save the lives of many today
only to be hated the next
the saved thank me
while others hate me

Hero for a day
only to be hated
Hero for a day only to be lost

I use my powers for the good of all
only to be thought of as a freak
i use my wisdom to help
only to be thought of as stupid

I am a hero or a villan
i pledge myself to the binding chains of fate
to live to save and die to save
i fight a heros plight

only to be hero for a day

i walked in the darkness alone and cold
rain pelted the ground and me
it was as if i was doomed to darkness

then out if nowere a bekone of light shown through
the rain stopped and the clouds broke a little
the sun shown through enough to warm my pale broken body

i feel the warmth of Gods embrace
i feel myself being pulled from the darkness
and i am over whelmed with some small mesure of happyness

but i ask myself how long will it last

I find my self in a dept to the world
I have taken and never given back
I owe so much more then i can repay
And in fear i feel i will never reach the peace i want
I except and move on a child of dark desires
A child of hate, fear, and injustice
What must i do in return for peace of mind
Kill,free,hunt the injustice that i am
What is it i must do to right the wrongs i have made
And transegress my fears
Or must i simpely die to the world and every one
Not in fear of lose but instead to protect them
What is it God that i must do

Shefting to the peace of mind
In which life can only do
I found my only leg
In which i may stand at lest half-way in the human world

A world in which i want to crawl back to
I foolishly made a choice i now live with
A feeling of pain that i have caused others is tremenduse
I feel it radiateing off them like an unvisable barriar

In the end i look back at what i am
And i join the darkness in which i was born into
The animal inside takes flight and all around die
There bodys surround me and i hold the one most dear

She gasps for breath as i bite her neck
I feel her body go lifeless
And soon the cold chile of her body as i hold her close
Never wanting to let go, regreating the course of action in which i took
A fool i am, and a fool i'll always be